School Days after Trials

With PMR o10 over, you can practically see form 3 students lazing themselves everywhere...they are so freaking relaxed, it makes me feel jealous of them, of their innocences, of their naivety, but most importantly, of their new found freedom.

With the weight of a major exam lifted from their shoulders, they now have the freedom to do anything they want...it reminds me of myself, 2 years back, how joyful our days were after PMR o8, with nothing to do except to laze around and play games...ahhh~ how long ago it had seemed.

For us form 5 students though, the situation could not be more different...I mean, we had only just finished our trials a few days ago, after weeks of torturous study... nonetheless, that does not seemed to be the case, everywhere you look, you can find form 5 students poring over a thick reference book, or else cracking their minds to solve a particularly tricky problem, all for the preparation of yet another major exam---SPM o10.

It has been a eyesore for me to look at all those people...I mean, no offense intended, but I feel like they are sending out a challenge to me, a challenge who, for the likes of me, cannot turn down...thus you would see me joining them. You might call me a filthy hypocrite I know, but as I say, I can't help but think that I cannot lose to them...such a pity...haiz~

Right as I am writing this SPM countdown has just turned 39...it means, I have only 39 days to prepare myself for the exam...guess I better go study then...

au revoir guys